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Thursday, August 23, 2007 one semester just ended for me.. now i realised i was not as angelic, as mature, as idealised as i thought. i hate every time my mother tell me that i resemble like my father, my great-grandmother or even her eldest daughter, for they are sometimes the root of problems and gossips.. the more i depised them, the most detestable i am. someone reminded of that me this afternoon. maybe i was a good person in my previous life, did so many good deeds that i'm spared for all the idiotic things that i did for the past 17 years of my life. i have a healthy body, but i always put it to the test and landed with injuries and a weak immune system. i have a brain in good condition, yet i allow myself to take advantage of it, and later regret for not doing my best in all examination. my life is filled with contradictions. now, i realised, i was the devil behind my broken friendships. i watched so many drama series and i told myself to learn to have no regrets in life and not take everything for granted. yet i failed to do so. i questioned myself; did i really meant what i said? if it so, why am i doing the opposite? i think i am a bad person, and a very lousy one. and thank you to those who have been torturing my nonsenses, thank you for being frank and let me see the ugliest sight of myself. i hate myself for being that way. time to learn it man! i'm turning 18 but i'm still like a wilful kid. my very first mission: i shall not make anyone frustrated and worried for me. :) Joanne Friday, August 17, 2007 You Inner Gender is Female You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you. You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations. You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves. You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female. What's Your Inner Gender? Your Love is Based on Friendship For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility. Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships. Whoever you love should be your best friend. And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question. Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you What Is Your Love Based On? Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain? Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 78% Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world. You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future. You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way. How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate? What Your Hands Say About You You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things. What Do Your Hands Say About You? Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl You rule through teasing and intimidation.. Yet, people would give the world to be your friend Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation? You Should Stay in Shape With a Personal Trainer You definitely want a better body, but you don't know where to start. And it's all so overwhelming, you tend to lose motivation easily. A personal trainer can help you get the body you desire - even if you have a long way to go! How Should You Get Your Curves In Shape? You Can Make 62% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end. Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You? You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back. You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl. How Feminine Are You? You Are 60% Homophobic You're definitely somewhat homophobic. You don't feel comfortable around gay people. Stop living in the 20th century - and get yourself some gay friends. Are You Homophobic? You Are 52% Independent Overall, you're a pretty independent woman. You don't follow trends just to fit in. You've got your own cool thing going on, though you sometimes still care too much about what other's think. Are You an Independent Woman? You Aren't Cutthroat You definitely have ambitions and drive, but you also have integrity. You'll get where you want to in life, and you'll do it the right way. For you, the ends never justify the means. Are You Cutthroat? You Are the Very Gay Peppermint Patty! Softball is the huge tipoff here... As well as a "best friend" who loves to call her "sir" What Gay Childhood Icon Are You? Your Gemstone is Amethyst Dignified, impressive, and wise. You have a deeply spiritual soul What Gemstone Are You? Your Pride Quotient: 52% You have your proud moments, but you're also likely to be a little ashamed of them. Don't be too hard on yourself. It's normal to want to make a stellar impression. How Much Pride Do You Have? Thanksgiving Horoscope for Virgo You're the sign most likely to bake up elaborate dishes and make beautiful centerpieces. Your signature dish: Turkey, cooked to perfection Your signature dessert: A pumpkin tiramisu that you thought up This holiday: Resist the urge to clean up - unless you're hosting Thanksgiving at your own place! What's Your Thanksgiving Horoscope? You Are Pork You like to think you're the other white meat, but many people don't want anything to do with you. You probably smoke. And it's likely that no body part of yours is off limits. What Kind of Meat Are You? Labels: nothings. Joanne