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Sunday, August 21, 2005 slack the whole day [again].. cool.. cause i hardly slack so mich during the weekends.. its neither i'm at work or worried about my school work.. sleep til my head aches.. whahahaha.. i got a terrible problem now!! hopefully there someone out there that can help me!! omg,the upper part of my face is fill with pimples!! this has been going on for the past two weeks.. i think it's due to some reasons: =did not wash my face with facial foam regularly =stay in the dusty d&t too long le! =exams stress ="great auntie" come visited me haix.. seeing so many of them popping out.. scary leh.. god help me pls! meizi & joel was having a serious conversation last night.. haix.. hope they are fine now.. meizi cried alot bah.. meizi thought so much for him leh.. dunno what he's doing.. all the best for your tml a-maths paper! talking about tml.. i think i'll be taking most of my papers back tml.. omg..! heard from mrs koh that my class have 15 failures.. i know i'll be one of them.. but i dont wanna be the one of the fiveteen! nvm.. i remember when liang tai was doing fortune-telling for me.. he said that i'll be very hardworking.. but my grades wont be up to expectations.. scare leh.. must make him do forunte telling tml again.. lol.. YR baobei.. can see you & KP share a very special relationship lor.. dun let ZF see.. later he's jealous.. lol.. dun be ren xing le.. sorry cause i cant get you a daddy.. or you want.. you pick someone & call him daddy lor.. but with my permission first.. lol.. need to go bathe le.. update more next week... lol.. nitenite.. Joanne Saturday, August 20, 2005 [listening to elva's greatest hits:Beautiful Episode.. like the song "ta he he de gu shi-his & her's story..] slack around at home.. woke up,eat,sleep,bathe,eat & later sleep.. wah lau..kana waken up by the TV.. its because reufu sang fan fu ji hao.. omg..not that nice.. just cant control my fustration i had for my mum.. she's naggy & i hate being nagged.. she's dont admit her mistakes & insist that she's right.. worse,she blamed me for her mistakes & even accused me for not admitting my mistake.. & the way she talks.. she sound so demanding & she say its her rights to do so.. then accused me for being very bossy & order her to do things.. at least i say "can you.." "please leh.." during conversations,she always says "someone & that someone..","that thing & that thing.." who can understand what she's trying to talk about? always scold me & insult me.. pek chek ar.. then she very fan lor.. at least i feel much better now.. expression all my unhappiness out.. do i sounds like i'm a bad daughter right? kept complaining about my mum.. i think its better for me to express my feelings out then keeping them in myself & get 'internal injuries'.. i always wanted to get her a hard slap when she smacks me.. if she's healthy without any illness.. i see her getting physical weaker every year.. heartaches lah.. whatever.. i think its both of our fault for all these fights.. cause i'm stubborn,lazy,harsh & hot-tempered.. then she's so naggy that it's irritates me easily.. sometimes i cant understand how joel stands her nagging lor.. then about joel.. i know he hated me for interupting his life.. like how i dislike him to know about my life.. got so fustrated by him for being so insensitive.. mei zi should know what i'm talking about.. i think he's know what he's doing.. maybe he just forget to got a thought for how other feels.. or maybe he still hasnt learn how to be a good 'another half'.. i duno.. write more about him next time.. stay tuned!..[lol!] just fought with her again.. pek chek lor.. always fight over the same thing.. cause i'm using the pc in the middle of the night.. stupid leh.. heng my father is at work now.. cant imagine if we are so noisy til we woke him up.. worse,she shouted vulgars at me.. caused i think she lost at words.. i always lose out to people whenever i agrue with them.. it's a different case here.. my mother is always the first to lose.. then she will hit me or use vulgars when she cant do anything to me.. dont let me lose control.. caused i can kill her if i lose myself.. i'm sure i can.. [PS:i didnt mean to be rude to you..less nags will help stop me from being rude..] ~YR baobei's blog~ got new family members le.. sometimes i feel we are not close but that close.. whahaha..funny hor.. i think we sure have sometimes we dislike about each other.. as long we learn to give & take,we are still a happy family! regarding about your 'daddy'.. erm,you guys really want a 'daddy' ar? quite hard to get lor.. lao ma ar? he's not bad.. thats why i..you know.. but hor..not possible lah.. dont think so much lor.. it's good enough since we talk.. somemore he did show alittle "concern" about me.. friends better.. then what about you? stuck between two guys who shows feelings & concern for you.. heehee.. maybe i thought too much.. but i believe what my instincts tell me.. they could always wanted to be more than a friend.. you never know too.. am i right,ZF?? ~myself~ what had happened to you? why are you behaving like a idiot? dont you rmb you are a girl? you gotta stop all those boyish behaviours! you gotta be more positive & serious about your life! dont just sit there & think of your future & dreams.. you gotta make them happen in reality! as soon as possible.. to be a better person.. heehee..end here.. i'm like a bad soul today.. complains so much.. haix.. hopefully tomorrow would be a better day for me! Joanne Thursday, August 18, 2005 yoz..back to post.. haix.. having prelims from last friday to this friday.. also,i got to rush for my n-level D&T folio & artefact.. F* lah..all thanks to that MOE walking dog who drive an old red car! actually we got to extent until tml de.. then this idiot got complain to MOE.. almost every schools in s'pore cant finish their project in time lor.. how can he kill his own people like that.. it's obvious that he is out to get mr chua.. whatever.. such people cant live long.. so got to do my folio & take exams at the same time.. of course i put all my focus on D&T.. prelims not as important then n-level project mah.. because of my laziness,i wasnt able to finish the folio.. even thought mr chua was kind enough to give me more time.. even thought i had sleepless nights.. i only had an average 2 1/3 hrs of sleep from monday to wednesday!! omg..it's a terrible experience for people like me who sleeps alot.. i'll blame myself for my own doing.. if i wasnt that lazy.. if i was more hardworking & focus.. nevermind.. at least i'm released from D&T practical.. can put more focus on after more important thingy.. i hope that i still got another chance next year to do better.. i'll show that bastard my true colour.. just you wait! to me,mr chua's workshop was like my second home!.. i've been going there almost everyday for the past few months.. it would be great if i can go back there next year too..=p ok..just alittle about the exams.. today was like an end of the prelims.. thought i'm having D&T theory test tml.. very lazy to do that paper tml.. and i'm not studying it yet.. whatever.. at least i had a great afternoon nap today! so satisfated! haix.. i know i'm doing badly this time.. i'm sure that i'll fail science.. i gave up chem for D&T folio.. i cant do physics section B which was 14 marks out of 40.. it would be a miracle IF i pass.. i studied merger & seperation for SS as SEQ.. then it came out as source-based.. haix.. hope i wont do so badly.. got very irritated by ayam.. firstly she's very act infront of guys.. then she kept asking me two question whenever she meets me for the past week.. "you study liao mah?" "what are you studying for tml?" alamak.. sian lor.. anyway,i not as kuai as you think i am.. thought i swear to defeat you during N-level..=P my lords,please give me to energy & determination to do so bah! [PS:got to apologize to someone who i slapped..i dont wanna mention his name cause i think it would be an insult to him..i'm sorry..i mistaken you..so you must be still very angry with me..i'm sorry for whatever i did to you..i would like to swear that i'll not lay my hands on other other guys for no proper reason..sorry] words for ZF & YR baobei.. i'm not sure what was happening in between of you guys.. ZF,you must be brave to face the reality.. maybe you kept telling everyone & yourself that you dont have feelings for YR.. but i still can feel or even see that you are very concern about her.. i hope i wont sounds like i think i know everything.. but just a line of advice..friendship are forever if you manage them well.. just take a big breath & talk to her.. i'll sure that she will talk to you.. YR baobei.. i finally understand to way you treats KP le.. sorry if i sound like i know alot [again].. i'm very happy this week.. cause someone talk to me alot.. although ** accused me.. if this moment of time would stop & i could talk to you more.. whahaha..think to much le.. to mei zi.. i believes that he's not that sensitive or mature enough for this.. but i can see that he still care about you.. maybe you guys just talk things out.. i'm sure it would be fine.. i'm help you.. i'll talk to him for you de.. i also cannot stand his insensitivity liao.. think he studies sensitibity of a lightbulb is not enough for him...[*cold..-_-..*] [ps:to my dear mei zi,i plead you,never tell my di about my blog liao lah..he want to know then tell him read..as of he dont know my blog de address like that..=X] so this marks the end of this entry.. i'm write more if i can.. Joanne Sunday, August 7, 2005 happy birthday my dearest weina! heehee,your 16th birthday le![opps] hope you had an enjoyable night & like the present joel & i gave you![heeheehee.. ..] had a happy family gathering at marina bay steamboat cum BBQ.. we ate till we drop! somemore got live music just opposite the fleid.. fun neh! then we realised that guan yi & eileen look quite comparable.. heehee fun neh! i abit siao lor.. catch live prawns & dump it into the soup.. whahaha..poor prawns.. too bad suat teng & liang tai not around.. or else it's gonna be full with more fun! heng heng e camera thingy is now settled.. hope shang di will help her on her way to return e $$.. as well as her N.. abit irritated by joel.. kept spreading what i wrote on the blog!! what"i hated rejection".. you like that meh.. somemore i'm just you gan er fa de write lor.. haix..whatever.. mine might be fake but yours is true what.. what "lurve you dear. Muackz*".. whahahaha.. whatever.. cant be bother.. aiya..must tell my childrens.. your 'daddy' is in heaven.. sorry hor.. whahahaha..nite! Joanne