Credits: Sonia.C
missyhappygolucky is a union of two blogs i previously owned, namely a-girl-like-joanne(March 2005- Feburary 2007) and part-of-joanne(March 2007- September 2007).
instead of the continuation of the name sotong, missyhappygolucky is choosen because most of my friends think i used to behave like one.
unfortunately, this attitude has disappear with time. i hope with the use of this name will allows it to return and be part of me again.
all posts are original entries. be warned that some of the entries might disgust you. i have to admit i feel extremely upset to know i have a childish past. (things are better later when i start using proper english) still, i managed to surpress my urge of editing them, so to present you the exact person i was.
THANK YOU for being interested to find out about my past.
dated: 29 July 2009
foreword
all posts are original entries. be warned that some of the entries might disgust you. i have to admit i feel extremely upset to know i have a childish past. (things are better later when i start using proper english) still, i managed to surpress my urge of editing them, so to present you the exact person i was.
THANK YOU for being interested to find out about my past.
dated: 29 July 2009
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
FIRST TIME TAKING THE TEST: At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed. You enjoy taking part in anything that may constitute fun and excitement. You need to be stimulated and need to feel that 'Life is worth living' and you are awaiting that stimulation and you don't particularly care where it comes from! It's the old old story - I am misunderstood - my partner (be it in your private life or in business) just doesn't understand me and YOU also believe at this time that you are being completely MISUNDERSTOOD by one and all. It then obviously follows that you naturally feel inhibited and not appreciated. It is perhaps because of this belief that you feel compelled to stand back and let the rest of the world go by. As for developing a firm relationship - inwardly deep down in your subconscious mind you are wary of even trying to get close to another person because you feel that if you open up your heart and feelings you are sure to get hurt. Since you are living in a society where close relationships are the norm, you feel that there is that need to conform, but any close relationships of any magnitude that you may have tried in the past have unfortunately left you without any sense of emotional involvement. You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone. You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality. SECOND TIME TAKING THE TEST: You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security. You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure. Your involvements seldom measure up to your high emotional expectations and your 'needs' to be 'loved' and 'cared for' have in the past often led to extreme disappointment. But a change is in the wind - make a firm decision to start anew. Just 'think' it..and it will happen. From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way. You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination. WHICH IS MORE ME? to vote it at my tagboard click HERE to find out more about yourself, good luck! Joanne it's my off day, upon requested. kenneth was supposed to teach me EG but he was held up by school camp yet he totally forgotten about it! it's postponed.. out with my parents for lunch today. we had a good meal at swensen's. we own this to daddy's company.. he'd be attending a staff dinner on friday but unfortunately, he's caught up with work. he was given 45 bucks as compensation. joel gave it a miss, cause he have to work, awww.. (not really thot, he face em' almost everyday.) daddy had his steak, middle well, while mummy had grilled half-chicken and me, grilled fish with sambal sauce. (sound awesome, isnt it! drooling yet? :P) man! the sambal is hot! very much to our surprise, we're entitled to da exencitive* lunch, which come with da soup of da day, dessert and a cup of coffee/ tea/ soft drink with every purchase of a main course/ pasta. (only available on weekdays, excluding public holidays, from 11am-2.30pm) daddy left for work right after lunch, leaving mummy and i at da mall. we did some shopping, and got all groceries home. sorry yangzi, for not being able to play ball with ya today, next time alright! back home, took my bathe and rest for awhile. switch on da PC, MSN was activated. there was this adverisment on Pussycat Dolls Machester Live. the totally cool site! *** .jpg) melody.jpg) ashley.jpg) emily.jpg) nicole.jpg) *a note, sad one, kimberly's ill and didnt perform.*** and da girls in action .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) aint em hot?! da concert is so different from any concert i've seen. oh yay, here's da site: http://msnpresents.msn.com/PussycatDolls/artist.aspx?mkt=en-sg Joanne Monday, March 26, 2007
that's a very good question, pointed out by my boss. he finds my batch of promoters irresponsible, childish and only cares about commission. yay, commission is what everyone is going for. but there's not all in my mind. what i cared most was my sales number. i used to think that producing good sales number will get my boss an easier time to explain to his bosses. but i guess, that's isnt enough to be a good promoter. what am i gonna do? what is being responsible? i dont even know despite working since secondary two, in three different jobs. that's shameful. this could be that something i'm lacked off. many people would just say ;" why bother? it's just a part-time job!" yes, i do agree with them. but why did my boss took us so seriously and wanted responsibility out of us? could it all for our own good? my reason to take up part-time jobs; earn money while gaining experience. come to realised i've neglected the fact that being responsible is actually a VERY BIG part of gaining experience! so how can i become more responsible? i'd have ask my boss how, but i've seriously no guts. but he did answer by question so how.. " be alert, look out for faults and make amendments. be attentive to other brands' sales too, we'll have an easier time understand all customers' wants. pricing isnt everything. people will still buy, because they willing to hear us out for better product knowledge." his words are true, always. well, i shall just follow and learn how to be a more responsible promoter, as well as in person. it's gonna do me good! SMILES! :D Joanne Monday, March 12, 2007
(PS; i guess i'd never know what i'll write. every little paragraph tells a part of me, my dear family and friends.) " not bad. went to watch hannibal rising. he gave me my suppose to be de birthday present. its a pair of earrings that i saw the last time we went out. so sweet of him. ha." fot that moment, i could feel her, as if i'm in her shoes. i felt her being happy and loved. the attention he's giving, the thoughts he had for her. being in love isnt a bad thing at all! i'm very happy for both of them. love came so naturally to them and caught them unexpectedly. i used to questioned myself; how is it like to be in love? and now i know it. mutual affection comes in place first. common topics are then possible if each other are getting curious about the other. there would be everything to talk about, everything to share. they never ran of of topics, and if they do, they dont mind repeating it all from the start. haaha. being in love can be silly, at times. but they dont mind! communication is bulit up like strong concrete walls. i'm in no position to say so much about love and relationships. i was never in one before. i'm still gald i can feel one's happiness and bliss. something just ponders me. mummy always complained about daddy. daddy seems as if he'd never listen to mummy. yet, they sleeps in the same bed, chats like every other couples did. could it be love? humans are like that. when desire falls into posession, one is always elated. as time goes by, it was neglected and taken for granted. when it was taken away, one start to regret and only learn how to cherish it. by then, it's all too late. i'm just like that. i'd always take the shorter route and ended up missed the whole exciting part. i wanted to go back in time thought i knew it's impossible. my first choice of courses was marine and offshore technology (N42). yet i got into my eighth choice, quality management and engineering (N52). both courses were good and in NP, but one number changed my future and dazed my hopes. i used to think " it was like buying toto and you missed one number, for that, you lost a million dollars.." after much realisation, " i'm still in luck as compared to many other, because i still won few hunderd thousand dollars!" treasure whatever you have now. if you are particating in something, be responible. people may affects your thoughts, be dont let them misled you. these are the three lines i wanna tell myself. thanks for the help my dearest friend has given to me! kenneth, you rocks! this (post) is just something little from me to you, enjoy. Joanne |
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