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Monday, July 31, 2006 girl, you are brave. it dint turn out too nicely, thot. but, you admitted your mistakes and made amends for it. good for you. i felt the resentment in you. you actually were sincere although you dint sounded like that. nevertheless, avoid the chances of having any arguements again. and i know, you are capable of doing so. they wont stop, i mean it. for your sake, annoyed those comments. people of no entertainment life* out there can do anything to harm you. ( *this line could do me harm, but it's factual. ) get protection, don't bother to fight back. because, it's almost impossible for you to win the war, alone. trust me, time will led you a better life. here, a piece of advice. (personally from me) you must change the way to look at (some) people. the diaox will led you to no way but trouble. be yourself, you can. no one can change you, but you can condition yourself. you have me around. =] the end of another horrifying chapter. Joanne Friday, July 21, 2006 i'm totally discouraged by mrs lee. i know i had been too much for sleeping in your class very much recently. be attentive and to do my work, isn't it what you want? i did participate in activities hor. but do you have to go to the extent to say, "hated this joanne, so useless!.." ? so you thinks i'm that rotten apple in her group? fine then. there is no way you should critisize your student like that. that wont arouse the agression to learn in me. show me that you are a good teacher who deserve my respect. you know what? i think you are biased. you are lousy at managing your emotions. no doubt you prepared good notes for us. deep down, i know, i'm already not your student. expect no more participation from me. besides, only the bitch will appreciate your efforts and notes. to the bitch, you are too greedy. you crossed the limit. stop taking those notes, they arent meant for you. you knew how much i dislike you, you just pretend not to. for what? god's sake? crap. fire burning deep in the deep cave. may it be destroy, soon. Joanne Friday, July 14, 2006 13.07.06* it is yan ting jiejie's birthday! HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY! this term is badminton. it was pretty sunny. by chance, we were granted to play basketball instead. it was fun. we even taught suat teng how to shoot into the basketball net. see, you need lots of paitence to teach her sports. and.. .. she did it! THRICE somemore. this feminie scholar has the lack of confident in herself. she kept saying that she cant. oh man, that pissed me off a bit. you know something? she pretty tall, 1.64m i think. it's an ideal height (to me). yet she can stand there and allow any ball to hit her. cant she douge it or jump away? it is like seeing a defendless snail being crashed to death by an unoticed big feet. poor thing. physics prac was fun! we did an experiment on refraction. we were asked to find the refractive index (a.k.a gradient). being precise was essential. i finally understood those instructions on the question paper. [ i kinda get the hang of it already, after the one prac last week on reflection. it was horribly done! =x ] damn! i really had hard time drawing that gradient. three out of five points were not in line! anyway, mrs god did mention that the gradient cant be perfect. haahaa. safe. lolx. the bell went off! it's english. it was boring, since we have to do the Nov. 2001 olevels paper 2. nevertheless, firdaus and i had a great conversation. [while the others were trying to make sense out of the passage. =x ] we were a little too loud and that pissed some of my classmates off. sorry guys, we cant help it. =p 14.07.06* oh gosh! it's TGIF! almost late for school! i slept 12 hrs late night, though. haahaa. thank god it was not raining (yet). jasmine and huixian were behide both joel and i while ronald was right infront. i looked at my watch, it was 7:39:15 am, and i was still at the carpark! joel paced up and soon, he was beside ronald. the bell rang! commands given! we were still standing behide the sec 2 students. panickly, i squezzed between joel and ronald and took the lead. the national athem started, two steps to my class row. wah lah, i made it! haahaa. it was pretty cloudy then. "thunder storm in the south,west and east of the island till afternoon", that was what the weather forcast said. in my heart, i prayed for the rain to come later, right after my first period, after PE lesson. haahaa, my prayers was heard. siewling wanted to play basketball again for today's PE lesson. suat teng nodded in agreement too. she possessed more interests in basketball than badminton. she never get such satisfaction in a badminton game. she practically misses everything. too bad, we cant. we had to play badminton in the hall. they both left the hall after a short bad. game. i played against jasmine in a badminton match. it was tiring. sweating made me feel good, thot. skip, skip & skip. *rings!!!!!!!!* school dismissed. i went to the workshop, hoping to get into some action. but i ended up helping ros with her workpieces. i'd have to drill holes though the metal sheet. bits of metal bounced up. so i was asked to wear protection for my eyes. that's none other than the googles! but you see, there is no googles around, but very old looking specs on the shelf. bo bian, i wore that. ros laughed at me. marcus commented that the specs are nice. veron said i look vintage. yihui agreed to her too. oh man. vintage style on me? cant imagine that. opps, i should have took a picture of myself. YR and yangzi was having chinese oral this afternoon. i envy them. they came into the workshop with confidence. they even shared the experience with the rest. there were people like ah geok, joyce and rinto. i guess they aced it and i did not. oh gosh, i dont want a pass but rather a distintion! later, we left the place for Candy Empire at Milienia Walk! i guess it took us around 45 mins to get there. here some pics. Joanne Wednesday, July 12, 2006 back. i just change the blogskin, nice not? haahaa. i think it's gorgeous! i had my olevels chinese oral this monday. i did badly! i was so wrong about myself. i joked and chatted with my classmate, trying to remain calm. but i kinda freaked out when i sat on the chair, just right infront of the two examiners. i didnt know what i was doing then. my voice trembled, my hearts thumped fast. i even misunderstood the examiner's question. shit, i think i'm gonna get ONLY a pass. that's so saddening. i did something that an olevel student should not be doing. i've been sleeping in class most of the time today and yesterday! that's bad! it's been a habit since i was in primary 6. yesterday, i slept for two full humanities periods, missed the lesson on the Fall of Communism in Eastern Europe. the whole of it! died. today, mrs lee asked us to work on a questions on the topic. wah, totally lost. so i tried reading the topic in the textbook with one earpiece pluck into my right ear. i slowly move my body towards the table, hands lie straight, heads down.. .. i fell asleep again. oh my god! mrs lee was sitting infront of me yet she didn't notice my hilarous actions. haahaa. she's not blur, just too busy working on some questions. haa. she's disappointed with my attitude towards the subject and my result. i had maths tutorial today. it's compulsory to eveyone. Yet, only 10-12 of us turned up. mrs teo was pissed off. our lesson lasted for an hour, with noises outside the classroom. firstly, a football rolled into the classroom. then we hear squicking sound of a band instrument (cant identify that instrument). lesson became too boring for me and i felt asleep again. as usual, infront of the teacher. *never change* i dozed off while sitting upright, my body kinda sway back and forth, face down facing my laps. bao yun was kinda sleepy too. she was awaken upon seeing the state i was in. *blushed* lolx. and finally, i've started my practical! thanks a million to "monster" mr tan. he gave me lots of help, or practically did everything for me. i felt bad. it's my project but he's the one whose doing it. well, i can always help others since my project is almost done. whaahaahaa!! that's about it. i should turn in early. or else, i'll be dozing off in class again. haahaa. Joanne