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Sunday, July 24, 2005 [listening to Joel’s mp3..Jia Gei Wo..] A day to pray,to thank.. Been to many temples today.. AMK,Toa Payoh,Bendemeer,Bencoolen and finally River Valley.. Wow!sounds all touring around Singapore..hor.. Yea.. A question pop out very suddenly when I was in one of the temple.. Erm,which temple has the greatest impression on me? I think it’s toa payoh e Shuang Lin Si.. Cause I considered Toa Payoh as my second home.. My mother would always bring me there to visit my 3rd uncle & auntie[they used to stay there together but my 3rd uncle & family moved to Bukit Batok years ago..] Then I & Joel would stay at my 3rd uncle’s flat and play with my cousins while my mother go over to my auntie store and help her out.. My 3rd auntie cook delicious meal too.. After they moved,we’ll go directly to my auntie’s house.. I remembered that my mother,Joel and I stayed at my auntie house for a month when I was primary four.. My mother just had an operation and my auntie asked my mother to stay over so she can take care of her for that one month.. My mother agreed and brought me & Joel there too.. Had a nice stay..i even help my auntie at her store.. It was fun..so I considered there as my first job.. Later when we grew up,we had little time to visit them.. Maybe once every Chinese new year to my 3rd uncle place.. A few months to my auntie place.. Whenever we meet.. We know.. Our bond is strong,always.. For a sudden,I really missed them..[sad-ed*] [heyhey,wanted to say more..but hor there’s too much of details..maybe I say alittle more later..] Next will be at AMK & Bencoolen.. There is a procedure we would always follow.. It’s very special.. Sad-ed..why sad-ed? I had more freedom now but I seldom go back to these places to thanks my gods.. Haix.. There’s special event which took place in the temple I visited at bendemeer.. The niang-niang there was doing a special praying procedure and she talked to the gods!! Omg..it’s so amazing..[thought I hardly understand what was the conversation about] The temple at River Valley was the last stop..[it was around 4pm bah..] The whole family was hungry by then.. Had a vegetarian meal there.. My father said it has no taste cause its all veggies.. But he’s wrong cause the food there were VERY TASTY! Never taste such good veg. food before! Very touched.. To my dearest gods,thanks for the great food! Visit my great-grandmother after that.. She’s feeling much better,very energetic.. Half of her body was paralyzed after she had a minor stoke.. Can understands that she’s feel very down and lonely.. Luckily she has a maid to accompany her.. Joel & I were shocked when we saw the maid.. She got her hair rebounded! God..i’m kind-o jealous.. Whahaha.. Ate at Jurong Point after the visit.. The food there were great! I was shocked when my father brought back at big plate of fish & chips.. And it only cost $5.50! The fillet taste very delicious too! I had curry rice in jap style.. Not bad too.. Had a dessert..Mango sunrise.. Nice nah.. So I would recommened you guys to go to Jurong point level 5 e kopitiam after shopping there! Had all long day..a nice family day! Joanne Saturday, July 23, 2005 Had a fun & simple day.. I have to stay back after school and go back to school on Saturday for my D&T artifact.. I kind of enjoy the whole process.. Maybe I don’t really hate D&T after all.. Just too lazy to think.. Gonna join the external pieces together soon.. Hope everything would be fine for me.. As well as for everyone around me.. There were two cases of theft which happened in my class on Monday,during recess time.. A camera,MP3 & $70 were stolen.. The lost camera was ah bee’s and weina borrow it from her.. Weina insisted to pay one,ah bee agreed.. Both parties kept this a secret from their parents.. It was said that *na[weina] can take her time to return.. At that time,bee was worried that her parents might come to Singapore & ask or use that camera.. She might be in deep trouble.. So ended up *na got to return one before n-levels! And it was said by KC lor.. What the hell! How does she expect a secondary school student to return a camera of the same model? It’s expensive,hundreds of dollars mind you.. She’s not a superwomen or whoever that can raise such a huge amount in a short period of one month!! After days of ‘investigations’,we had some suspects.. We made a police report.. But these would any difference too.. Then suay suay *na‘s artifact kana kicked & damaged.. She almost went bonkers.. So we went to si ma lu [aka bencoolen st] & prayed.. After that we went to Sim Lim Square to check whether we still can find the camera of the same model.. Maybe god answered our prayers.. We found it..the exact one..same model & color.. So lucky nah... Then we went around the place.. Saw my ideal mp3..so happy! Joel brought a external USB charger.. We will be back at the store for the camera and maybe the mp3.. It was an enjoyable day,walking,chatting,as well as laughing out loud! My lords,thank you for answering our prayers and giving us the hope! Joanne How huh.. I’m so lost now.. Why am I feeling like that? Haix.. Maybe I’m very upset with some things.. Probably..MONEY! As said "money can affect a relationship between two person".. I totally agree to this point.. Many people around me know that I hold a job at McDonalds.. I earned quite an amount but I never spent them yet.. Wonder where is the $$? It’s in MY ACCOUNT but with MY MOTHER for her so-called ‘safe-keeping’.. I really don’t know what she did with the $$.. Probably she transfer them into another account so to earn some interest.. I cant be bother..as long as it’s safe.. BUT why she refused to give me the POSB card.. Many of my friends who works can spent their $$ when ever they like,why can’t I? I’m just like a normal teenager.. I want trust.. I need freedom.. Maybe the ability to buy stuffs that I desired,using my hard-earned $$.. Probably she thinks I cant be trusted with $$.. She may thinks I’ll spent every cent I earned.. I understand and know my limits.. I only have a simple request.. I would like to have the card..my $$.. Will she understand? Will she grant my wish? Bet she wont.. Joanne Friday, July 22, 2005 Two months flew so quickly.. I don’t have the time to update.. My poor little bear.. Cute yet has nothing to write.. Thx yihui for the cute blogskin.. I did not use it well.. Haix..i had a phobia.. just don’t have the confidence to write in proper language.. still,I prefer to blog.. maybe writing more online could help.. but I had been so..busy..or lazy.. It has been a month since I last surf the net..or update.. "sad-ed"..[my language,means being very sad..] ok lah..time to start proper.. erm..many things had happened.. went back to school and slack.. missed holiday classes cause I overslept.. done almost nothing on my dnt artifact.. surf the net throughout the whole night.. has fights with my mum over my pay & job..then school reopens.. inattentive during lesson..[laughs during chemistry..sleeps during physics..slack during chinese..stress during english & dnt..afraid to attend humanities..haix..got a good one..aiming or all As in NAFA..] had a bad fell while chasing an arrived train.. fall sick that lasts for a week plus..[might be an infection or y the bad weather..] saw energy in Singapore for the last time..[*sad*]watch recordings of proJ superstar at mediacorp studio every Monday evening.. got to know some of the contestants.. seeing my favs in & out.. bad things happened to my eldest daughter,weina.. does this sound exciting? Whahahaha.. Many events happened so quickly in just a short period of two months.. How shocking!! Sad-ed..Prelims is coming soon.. And I have not even start my revision yet..[*stress*] I really don’t wanna fail and take O’’levels in private school next year..[*touchwood*] GAM-BA-TE MY DEAR JOANNE!YOU CAN DO IT!YEA! Whahaha..so I’ll end my post here.. I’ll try to update my cute blog more frequently..hor.. ..: May god bless my family & friends..thx for everything great stuff you gave me :.. [ WORDS FOR SOMEONE I DEEPLY CARE FOR..:Mummy,you might think that you know me inside out but sometimes,you don’t....i like to fulfill all my dreams..i know my priority..i knew that you are worried about my studies & my future..i do feel wory for myself..but i’m already 16..an age that will think..i’ll know what are the best things for me..i plead you,give me your trust..i hated fights over small matters..i really love my job @ mac..it’s not the $$$ that I after..i enjoy it as a leisure..it is a fun learning to be independent & earn $$$ for myself..also,please stop comparing Joel & me..it’s unfair to us..we are two individuals..we do things in our very own way..ok? yes,maybe you would never read this but at least these are my thoughts for this moment of time.. .. .. TO A SPECIAL SOMEONE..:I promised myself not to fall for anyone but I failed..maybe I would never confess my feelings for you..i’m not brave enough..i hate rejections too..it is a pleasure to meet you..you have already wrote a beautiful episode in my memories..i’ll thank you for that..please be more courageous and go chase after that special someone that you care for..put in your heart and soul in everything you do and god will bless you..thx.. ] Joanne