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Monday, March 12, 2007 (PS; i guess i'd never know what i'll write. every little paragraph tells a part of me, my dear family and friends.) " not bad. went to watch hannibal rising. he gave me my suppose to be de birthday present. its a pair of earrings that i saw the last time we went out. so sweet of him. ha." fot that moment, i could feel her, as if i'm in her shoes. i felt her being happy and loved. the attention he's giving, the thoughts he had for her. being in love isnt a bad thing at all! i'm very happy for both of them. love came so naturally to them and caught them unexpectedly. i used to questioned myself; how is it like to be in love? and now i know it. mutual affection comes in place first. common topics are then possible if each other are getting curious about the other. there would be everything to talk about, everything to share. they never ran of of topics, and if they do, they dont mind repeating it all from the start. haaha. being in love can be silly, at times. but they dont mind! communication is bulit up like strong concrete walls. i'm in no position to say so much about love and relationships. i was never in one before. i'm still gald i can feel one's happiness and bliss. something just ponders me. mummy always complained about daddy. daddy seems as if he'd never listen to mummy. yet, they sleeps in the same bed, chats like every other couples did. could it be love? humans are like that. when desire falls into posession, one is always elated. as time goes by, it was neglected and taken for granted. when it was taken away, one start to regret and only learn how to cherish it. by then, it's all too late. i'm just like that. i'd always take the shorter route and ended up missed the whole exciting part. i wanted to go back in time thought i knew it's impossible. my first choice of courses was marine and offshore technology (N42). yet i got into my eighth choice, quality management and engineering (N52). both courses were good and in NP, but one number changed my future and dazed my hopes. i used to think " it was like buying toto and you missed one number, for that, you lost a million dollars.." after much realisation, " i'm still in luck as compared to many other, because i still won few hunderd thousand dollars!" treasure whatever you have now. if you are particating in something, be responible. people may affects your thoughts, be dont let them misled you. these are the three lines i wanna tell myself. thanks for the help my dearest friend has given to me! kenneth, you rocks! this (post) is just something little from me to you, enjoy. Joanne