sotongintehpeng

Sunday, October 8, 2006 being a good leader aint easy, especially you are handling affairs which concern money. i can be a dictator and took note of that. so i took in comments and made much amends for the whole project. i so elated when i received replies for the changes instantly. it means i did the right move. pardon me for being stubborn, because i must get all their heads nodding. but how could i be accused for things i didnt do? the words were changed to numbers, it was the mass' idea. same goes to the fact that the barcode was removed. the colors remain as black and gold. what else do you know from me? being pissed over the fact that i ordered the tee from another printing specialist? over the difference of TWO BUCKS? that's so ridiculous. come on, just be frank, you arent against the idea, but the designer and organiser. i was just playing along. when we were at queensway.. .. i felt as if i was Puyi, the last emperor in china. as if i'm the puppet of the external powers. but no, i am not. of course, no one will feel the pinch when you're paying $20 and $2 seperately. but do you know how much trouble i've been through when i'm collecting the $20? do you think i wanna delay the whole progress? no, i dont. i wanna get it done asap, as much as you wanted it to be. i thank you for the time spent with me, travelling around singapore. we indeed had a great time. but being the organiser, i have to take into consideration of everything, especially money. for your info, our class aint as rich as you thot. there are many FA cases within us, you should know it too. $22 was way off budget. imagine 36 people paying an extra of $2, it'll sum up to $72. this is not a small sum. i am not going to take the risk of collecting any more cash again. i'll never get things done. and mind you, i have not even collected the full sum. it's the same production period, same final design, same quality, but only the difference of two bucks. why make a fuss out of it? didnt you realise the fact that you wanted things to go your way? it's human nature, i cant blame one for that. but it's too outrageous for making that demand out of me. we can always get jason to do it for us the next time (if there is the chance). well, no one objects the idea of my voluntary to be in charged at that moment. or should i say, you never bother about the tee, until later date, for whatsoever sake. i did it for no one's gonna do it, and i always wanted the tee, as simple as that. so you think this is an easy task which does not requires time? you are so wrong. i'm doing a favour for you all, no doubts about it. i kept mum for i'll be expecting some unpleasant replies, which should not be the case. little i know, i was betrayed. my only intention, to get it done, best and in budget. i'm not expected gratitude from you, but at least, dont try to pick on little matters, trying to create some resentment among our peers. or should i say, they dont have a mind of their own to see things at every angles. well, i'm sure i'd produce satisfying results for your mouth to stop yeahing. oh, my apologise, you guys cant shut your mouths. and i cant bother less about it too. i'm happy and proud for which i was capable of making well-considered decisions which you guys may thought otherwise. oh well, i dont think you guys can manage such a big sum of money in a go. i never fight the war, nor i'll win or lose. perhaps the best gift for you guys are the red cards. take it or leave it. best of luck for the never-lasting friendship. thank you my dear, you gave me the courage! "love your self, just say no" love ya always! *muacks* Joanne