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Thursday, September 7, 2006
i'm getting a bit rusty after a long break from writing. i finally finished my artefact and folio last thursday ( by forced). i thot i did i very horrible job. but i missed the chance to visit my primary school and my beloved teachers. joel, joyce and yangzi were there by noon. they found some teachers, took some photos and did a tour around the school. to my suprise, my teachers still remember me! they asked about my whereabouts upon seeing joel. everyone knows that we are twin and that left them some impression of us. i missed the food as well! haa. i watched two drama series within last weekend! they are my name is kim sam soon and it started with a kiss. they are from two different country, namely korea and taiwan. the leads shared very different charateristic. the stories happened in different venue. but i thot both has many simliarities. both male leads were charming, they have the brain and cash. both female leads arent as well off as them. both female leads had a crashed on the male leads first. both female leads worked hard for the male leads. both female leads were deeply hurt by both the male leads. both male leads didnt relieased that they are already in love with the female leads. after much twists and turns, the leads got together and lived happily ever after. this got me thinking, why are guys so indecisive when it comes to love affair? i got a new definition of love. love seems near yet so far. love is tough the maintain but it can be done with much effort. time plays a part, one will be paid off eventually. i am not totally right. i'm sure that fairy tale endings dont work for me, it's the work of the child in us. i went back to school twice this week. i had maths remedial on tuesday morning. i was really tired and feeling rather uncomfortable. i dont know why too but i cant click with them. am i reading into things too much? my sixth sense cant stop telling me that they look at me differently. it was saddening, i hate it. i still care about other's opinion on me. i left almost immediately after the session ended. then went out with my mom and bro to chinatown. (pics will be upload soon) ![]() Joanne |