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Thursday, August 24, 2006 i've been reading the u-weekly. joel brought it for it's cover story, s.h.e. i read the synopses, horoscope reading and analysis, tests on personality and text on modern princesses. haaha, yes, i dint read the cover story. i dont go for those. they wrote it for the sake of writing, you know. it's repeated over and over again in all the mags. i preferred those featured from in-person interviews. =P after reading that text ( on modern princesses) , i realised being a commoner is better than anything. they suffered more than any other girl. died at a young age, revoked the royal rules, experienced love crisis over and over again. stress, restriction & corruption. the norway's princess left me the deepest impression. she married a mere writer depise the fact that she'll have to lose her throne. she trusted her spouse, thot the media reported him as a flirt times again. she led the life of a commoner and made much achievements in her career. she is one brave woman i'd staute. we should be content with what we possessed. oh yes, i was asked to pick between two guys some time ago. (it's a IF question) they both loved me, shared the same personalities and are the ones i'm looking for. the only difference was one being rich and the other, poor. i insisted that it's impossible. i did gave my answer after much consideration. ( haaha, they got so pissed off over me thinking too much into the matter.) majority picked the rich boy. i want the poor guy, because i wanna lead the simplest & fulfilling life. =P such a weirdo. i've been complaining about my class for the past week. i was pretty depressed but not anymore. i like my class. no doubt they are as scary as i thot. yes, it is contridicting. perhaps i walked the state of darkness. kenneth was pretty right, i thot. i dint change, it was just my confidence level fell due to my emotions. it was poor mangement of much sarcasm and disappointment. thanks for the support when i needed it most! you reminded me of mrs devan, my previous humans cum form teacher. she was the only teacher who had faith in my abilites. depise being the sleepyhead in class, she never fail to encourage me to strive for good result. i'm touched. haaha, i miss her so much! * sobs* as much as i'll never forget that moment i received my Nlevel results. my phar has finally gave me a full description of myself via my facial features. i am very independent. i am a quick thinker. i am intelligent. i am a happy-go-lucky person whom can handle stress. i am too stubborn. people cant never gain advantage of me. (haaha, doubt so.) words with good intentions which sounded like trash could never get to me. ( that's very true) i am lazy. i rush into things but end up repeating it over again. i held grudges firmly in my hands. a typical me, very precise readings i'd say. these are some things i could work on to make a better me. first, i have to set target and get moving. second, pace down and listen. third, being able take complains and make quick yet accurately analysis. fourth, to let it go for the fact that it will never be mine. finally, i found what i was looking for. no more dead knots. jiayou, joanne! you can do it! haaha, that's me! =P Joanne