Credits: Sonia.C


foreword
missyhappygolucky is a union of two blogs i previously owned, namely a-girl-like-joanne(March 2005- Feburary 2007) and part-of-joanne(March 2007- September 2007). instead of the continuation of the name sotong, missyhappygolucky is choosen because most of my friends think i used to behave like one. unfortunately, this attitude has disappear with time. i hope with the use of this name will allows it to return and be part of me again.

all posts are original entries. be warned that some of the entries might disgust you. i have to admit i feel extremely upset to know i have a childish past. (things are better later when i start using proper english) still, i managed to surpress my urge of editing them, so to present you the exact person i was.

THANK YOU for being interested to find out about my past.

dated: 29 July 2009

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entries
Saturday, September 8, 2007
i know i own the WHOLE WORLD photos.
from those taken during MDE BBQ, float competition til weina's and nicholas' birthday.
and i'm trying my best to clear em' all now.

examination and float competition, i afford no time for photo uploading.
and they are SO HUGE!
i try compressing them, STILL TOO BIG!
put in sharing folders, VERY SLOW..
send the compressed folder by email, FAILED.;.

anyone realise that my photos are of very big size?

i only know how to resize it TODAY. (thanks youxin for the guidance)
pardon me if the photos arent of high quality.
wonder where the photos are?
they are in the SHARING FOLDERS.

thank you for your patience waiting and reading.
i apologise for the delay.

to weina;
i already knew you were busy.
i didnt wanna bother you with any other thing but photos.
i hope i said enough to answer what you are furring over.
if you think i'm owning you too much,
they all can be found in the sharing folder- resized.
i'm sure you are receiveing it so much faster than before.
i'm doing it becasue i don't wanna owe you anything.
i'm fine having no one celebrating my birthday,
knowing that everyone aint free..
and it's okay that if you don't wish me happy birthday,
if so happen it slip off your mind again...
i'm frank, you aren't.
you want me to read your mind, i can't.
you never tell one off straight.
you like making things big for everyone to see,
while the targetted one last to know.
if i'm really a nusiance in your life, making you mad all the time,
which made me real confused of what i've done,
blaming myself for not being a friend of yours truly,
then lets end the pain -HERE-

i'm crying within.

Joanne

Thursday, August 23, 2007
one semester just ended for me..

now i realised i was not as angelic, as mature, as idealised as i thought.

i hate every time my mother tell me that i resemble like my father, my great-grandmother or even her eldest daughter, for they are sometimes the

root of problems and gossips..
the more i depised them, the most detestable i am.
someone reminded of that me this afternoon.

maybe i was a good person in my previous life, did so many good deeds that i'm spared for all the idiotic things that i did for the past 17 years of my life.

i have a healthy body, but i always put it to the test and landed with injuries and a weak immune system.
i have a brain in good condition, yet i allow myself to take advantage of it, and later regret for not doing my best in all examination.

my life is filled with contradictions.
now, i realised, i was the devil behind my broken friendships.
i watched so many drama series and i told myself to learn to have no regrets in life and not take everything for granted.
yet i failed to do so.

i questioned myself; did i really meant what i said?
if it so, why am i doing the opposite?

i think i am a bad person, and a very lousy one.
and thank you to those who have been torturing my nonsenses,
thank you for being frank and let me see the ugliest sight of myself.
i hate myself for being that way.

time to learn it man!
i'm turning 18 but i'm still like a wilful kid.

my very first mission:
i shall not make anyone frustrated and worried for me. :)

Joanne

Friday, August 17, 2007
You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you.
You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations.
You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves.
You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.


Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility.
Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships.
Whoever you love should be your best friend.
And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question.

Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you

Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you


Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve


Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 78%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High

You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world.
You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future.
You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way.


What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you.

Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.

Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things.


Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl

You rule through teasing and intimidation..
Yet, people would give the world to be your friend


You Should Stay in Shape With a Personal Trainer

You definitely want a better body, but you don't know where to start.
And it's all so overwhelming, you tend to lose motivation easily.
A personal trainer can help you get the body you desire - even if you have a long way to go!


You Can Make 62% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal.
Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you!
As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.


You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.
You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.


You Are 60% Homophobic

You're definitely somewhat homophobic. You don't feel comfortable around gay people.
Stop living in the 20th century - and get yourself some gay friends.


You Are 52% Independent

Overall, you're a pretty independent woman. You don't follow trends just to fit in.
You've got your own cool thing going on, though you sometimes still care too much about what other's think.


You Aren't Cutthroat

You definitely have ambitions and drive, but you also have integrity.
You'll get where you want to in life, and you'll do it the right way.
For you, the ends never justify the means.


You Are the Very Gay Peppermint Patty!

Softball is the huge tipoff here...
As well as a "best friend" who loves to call her "sir"


Your Gemstone is Amethyst

Dignified, impressive, and wise.
You have a deeply spiritual soul


Your Pride Quotient: 52%

You have your proud moments, but you're also likely to be a little ashamed of them.
Don't be too hard on yourself. It's normal to want to make a stellar impression.


Thanksgiving Horoscope for Virgo

You're the sign most likely to bake up elaborate dishes and make beautiful centerpieces.

Your signature dish: Turkey, cooked to perfection

Your signature dessert: A pumpkin tiramisu that you thought up

This holiday: Resist the urge to clean up - unless you're hosting Thanksgiving at your own place!


You Are Pork

You like to think you're the other white meat, but many people don't want anything to do with you.
You probably smoke. And it's likely that no body part of yours is off limits.

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Joanne

Sunday, July 1, 2007

You Are Basic Panties


You are a laid back chick with a real natural beauty.
You can make unwashed hair and minimal make-up super sexy.
Men tend to notice you show the "real you" - and they appreciate it.
And while basic makes boring for some, it looks classic on you.






You Should Be A Gemini


What's good about you: witty and energetic, you're simply the most fun to be around

What's bad about you: you're flighty - losing interest in people and projects quickly

In love: you enjoy the "honeymoon phase," but after that it's hard for you to stick around

In friendship, you're: likely to have many groups of friends, with many different interests

Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist

Your sense of fashion: casual and simple

You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos



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Joanne

Wednesday, June 27, 2007
OMG!
I GAIN THREE KILOGRAMS!
MY TUMMY IS GROWING BIGGER!
CONSIPATION MIGHT JUST COME KNOCKING MY DOOR AGAIN!

I GOTTA SHAKE EM' OFF!



MY LUCKY CHARM. XD

Joanne

Monday, June 25, 2007

i really had great fun during the short break.
i guess life has to go on..
what really excites me was my new nokia E65.
it wasnt my ideal phone, what attracts me to it when the features..
never know if i can play maple on da phone!
bidding good-byes to my nokia 3230..
thanks for being with my for 21 months..

E65 takes quick shots;

lying on my notes, as usual.


my hanzelnut latte.

Astats' super chim, i never seem to get em' right..

written notes by me, hope it helps in my revision.

at block 56, level 2. nice scenary.

sweet tooth never fails to satisfy itself; choc exotic!


rushing off to finish my report. ciao~


Joanne

Monday, June 18, 2007
i just watch spider lilies (刺青) on youtube.com
(if you also wanna watch it, it's on http://www.perfection-shujuan.blogspot.com/, my friend's cystal's blog.
it's in mandrain without any subtitles.)
it's not exactly all about lebsians.
but rather on tattoo.
she owes and tattoo shop and had a tattoo of spider lilies for an identity so her brother remembers her as his sister(their dad had spider lilies on his arm and was the only memory owes by her brother, after losing his dad in a earthquake),
the other look up at that identity as a key to her first love,
another one, wanted an identity of courage.
okay, i dont quite understand what happened in the end,
but i could feel the emotions.
the identity of courage was put into wrong use and ended up bloody.
to see your broken hand in front of you, is dreadful.
maybe, the owe the spider lilies on her arm made matter worse, she cant make any promise to her first love, ended up breaking her heart.
white lilies was actually (to me) the sign of fallen out of your first love, gave her a morning call that everything was just imaginary.

well, maybe i need a morning call too..
feeling rather emo these days.
i cant explain why.
but there are moments where i felt so lost and wanted to cry.
i having lots of doubt in why i am in NRA (dance club) when i am so noob.
i went for NRA camp last weekend.
it was totally cool and fun, was laughing my way off but i'm not all happy
i realised one thing, i really have problem interacting with people these days.
i had no dance background and i learn steps real slowly.
perhaps some looked down at me, some of us had nothing to talk about..
i felt so lousy for the fact that i'm lousy.
my confidence level is falling towards the centre of gravity, and i dont know if i cant resistance the force.
maybe i aint suppose to be there?
maybe it was all imaginary that i got into the club?
i dont know..

kenneth have been giving me a lot of support.
thanks boy!
i know you think i'm good, i know i can be good but for the time being, i think i cant.
but i'll go on..

i need to learn not to look down at myself and stop being bothered on how others look at me.
i need my confidence to become myself again..

(PEOPLE, THIS IS JUST ANOTHER RANDOM POST, DONT BE WORRIED FOR ME, I'M OKAY.)

Joanne